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- Really need to go to the doctor. Worried that what I thought was a pimple in my ear is actually an ear infection, my foot is still borked, and I've been having anxiety attacks/problems and wishing I had clonazepam again. And this time it'll be covered by my health care plan, so I can actually take it properly and not try to ration it out against my mental health. That wasn't fun.
- Going on a cash-based diet for food items. No credit card use for food unless it's having groceries delivered or pizza on Tuesdays for D&D. Not sure how much I'm going to set it per week/month yet - right now I'm trying for $50/week and seeing how that goes. My gut says it'll have to go up but I might be wrong.
- Going to try and meditate every night before bed. I used to do this but for some reason I've stopped in the last couple years and when I do it it really helps organize my mind before bed, which helps me sleep both more quickly and more soundly.
- On that note, I'm going to try to take more "me time". I've come up with a list of things I want to try to do for 15-30 minutes every day. (As many of them every day as I can, and each of them at least 3-4x/week.)

- Draw
- Play flute and/or oboe (and/or guitar?)
- Read
- Write
- Nap
- Walk
- Do yoga (sun salutation mostly)
- Do breathing exercises from yoga

The first four are the main ones and the original four I decided on, but the latter for are good as well. Today I have:
- Drawn [I'm doing a draw-every-day-for-thirty-days thing, ideally no one will see them ever]
- Played flute and oboe [And should do them in that order from now on probably because ow my face]
- Read through Animorphs #4 [and my eReader is getting here tomorrow so I'll be able to read more easily while on the bus and things!]
- Napped [or at least attempted to]
- Walked
- Done yoga
- Done breathing exercises [for the first time - I actually really like them, although holy slow breathing batman. That'll take some getting used to].

So basically I did everything but write (which... should probably be at the top of my list, ha... ha....].

Tomorrow! And tomorrow I don't even have to do all this around a bunch of travel, although I do need to do things before 6pm if I wanna do them while Mike's out of the house. I wanna do things like yoga as breaks from work, ideally, so that works out. :P